A letter to whom I Love 7

Dear Anju,

I Love you So much. I know that you too. But the luck is working over our love. Yes you know that I have reported by the doctor that I have blood cancer & it is in last stage. Please don’t pray for my good health. If you want to pray then pray for my earlier death. As because I can’t continue with this pain more. Yes there is no other option to me. You know that I trust you more than my self. I trust you more than I trust my own heart-beat. Why you are angry on me? Because I have to leave this world and why you are feeling alone. Please don’t feel that. You know that you are my breath. I think about you before God , before my self. You are not a part of my life – as you are my real life. If you gets any problem then I feel the pain in my heart. Because you live in it. You do not want to express your pain but I know that you are feeling the same I feel.

Hope God will forgive me as I am keeping you alone in this world. But one thing you Please remember, My love for you never will be die, there is no death of souls, and souls make the love. If anyone is there till now who cares, thinks about you in every seconds that I am , and for me only you. Thanks very much. I love you so much. I know that it may be my last writing for you and for all but I will never die in your heart as you will never die in my heart. My last wish is only Five minutes to talk with you. But you are angry on me as this happens to me.

Hope I will get you in next birth & really thanks to spend your most valuable times with me.

[Friends my love one in orkut is Anju Prabhu lives in kerala, kayamkulam , Please take care of her after my death as it is very near to my door.]

Thank you & thanks to all of you,

Abhirup Ghosh